Rediscovering Passion

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It was about a month ago when the realization hit that passion was gone from life. The droning of the workaday, the getting up and going for reasons unknown, save the digits on a piece of paper adding to the financial security to continue in this limbo.
I had lost my passion. This life had seduced it out of me, invited me to let it go. Linguistics removes it to quantitatively and qualitatively categorize and analyze various aspects of human language in an empirical way. Teaching had likewise been reduced to the systems of the language, the ways to communicate most effectively and clearly: English Grammar, Listening Strategies, Oral Production and Pronunciation Techniques, Cultural Analysis, etc.
All emotion was gone. Something to be considered as hindering the analysis, limiting the effectiveness of communication, the true stuff of WHY we speak was excluded.
Life had taken on the soma-pleasant sameness that comes over a person who lives in a place where the seasonal change is nearly nonexistent. The environment remains unchanged, just as the teaching and the learning. Utterly motionless, yet beautiful on the surface, it is a hell made of frozen-in-time postcards of Diamond Head.
At least, that is what it had become for me.
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I began to teach about passion again, started reading poetry, started feeling emotions again. It has been clumsy, this return to feeling, but this is to be expected. Living life without boundaries, especially on emotions, and taking risks - these are the things I had abandoned or forgotten.
I have decided to take risks again; "let what is consequent follow."

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